Hey everyone my name is Tania Rebeca I’m 30 years old I was born in Managua, Nicaragua and currently live in the sunshine state of Florida, in the United States.
I am a believer & follower of the Lord Jesus Christ He is my Father He is my savior. I wouldn’t be where I am right now without him to God be all the Glory Amen. I am happily married to my best friend, and a mommy to a sweet little prince.
Thank you for visiting my personal blog! It means so much to me that you took time to read my content. I wanted to create content in both languages since I also speak Spanish. I initially created this blog & began posting in 2014.. Many years have gone by.. and I decided to embark on this personal journey again on 2/23/2020. If your wondering what inspired me to blog again after all this time.. you can read more about that below in the section [Inspired to Blog]. Again thank you for stopping by.. I hope you find the blog posts of value, inspiration and encouragement to you in some way it’s what I hope to accomplish!
With Love, Tania
Hola a todos! mi nombre es Tania Rebeca. Tengo 30 años y nací en Managua, Nicaragua y actualmente vivo en el estado de sol que es Florida, EE.UU. Soy creyente en el Señor Jesucristo, El es mi salvador. Soy felizmente casada con mi mejor amigo, y soy la mamá de un principe lindo.
Con Amor, Tania
As I mentioned in my introduction I created this blog in 2014 I was 24 years of age then & a totally different person. Initially I intended it to be a beauty blog I wanted to travel and make money I wanted some Christian Louboutin’s like all the other bloggers had sitting pretty in their closet shelves.. not that they aren’t pretty but I just have a different mindset now and wouldn’t pay that much money for shoes even if I had that much money to just spend 🙂 God had and has other plans for me I decided to dust the ashes off this blog page in 2020 because God put on my heart to re-open it after closing it again but this time to proclaim the good news of the gospel the Kingdom of God, I want to help build and encourage others who are facing similar experiences and provide biblical content, to reach the lives of others for Christ Amen. The name of the blog Tania’s Mirror is significant to me because it’s part of who I am it’s part of my story. I came from a broken home for many years that was hard to say but it caused me so much pain growing up I was raised by a single mom she was/is the best mom I could ever have, and she gave/sacrificed so much so I wouldn’t ever lack anything, she gave everything for her two daughters I never lacked a thing and glory to God the Lord always helped her to fight and raise her daughters on her own, but deep down in my own soul I always felt so unloved, undeserving, rejected and blamed myself for not having my biological father even though I know now that what I played over & over in my head for so many years wasn’t true at all.. I always felt that way because he left and he didn’t care about me or was ever there and the abuse that happened to me in my childhood/& as a teenager completely damaged me further. I blamed myself and would say horrible things to myself like “why didn’t I just die in that car accident that my mom had when she was 3 months pregnant with me” so I wouldn’t feel all this pain. I now know why the devil wanted to take me out & always made me feel that I was going backwards because I was a threat to him and his army but God & his army already defeated you satan & God will fulfill His Purpose in my life in Jesus Name Amen. During those dark years I even blamed God for those things because they always hurted me but they don’t hurt me anymore because God made me new & now I know it was never God’s fault He is going to get all the glory for the pain the enemy caused me! For many years it caused so much damage emotionally I didn’t value myself & I didn’t know I was Me.. As a teenager I experienced many things I was bullied and I had days where I wanted to just end my life because I didn’t understand why..anyone who has experienced bullying knows that in those moments you can’t see past it..because at that age your still developing you are young, and everything has such a huge impact, and all you want is to be accepted by people that aren’t good for you anyways.. but you don’t know how to cope, I settled for unhealthy relationships, & experienced depression for many years. I didn’t love the reflection that stared back at me I always walked around without a purpose. The word of God says in John 10:10 “The thief comes only to steal, kill & destroy; I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly.” The enemy stole my joy for so many years, and ultimately his goal was to destroy me..but GOD..He is Greater than the enemy..In God’s hands nothing is wasted..He uses EVERYTHING for good. In 2015 I began to attend church again It was a very difficult year and I desperately wanted to feel whole. I was physically alone, very far away from my family back home, and that’s when God reintroduced himself to me even though
he never left I just wasn’t aware of his constant presence. I came across powerful sermons from Preachers, and I knew it was God speaking through them to help me. I no longer felt like I didn’t have a Father I know I am the daughter of the King of kings, I am His princess..and His Love for me. I started to Love me, I started to see Tania in the mirror as God saw me his beautiful masterpiece, and I couldn’t believe how many times I hurt myself by thinking I was unworthy. How could I.. when the Lord Jesus paid the ultimate price with his blood on the cross for me.. Ephesians 2:10 “For we are God’s masterpiece.” God helped me forgive my father, and not condemn him for not being able to give me what he didn’t have to give. I was inspired to start this personal blog to document and look back on my own journey and life, but most importantly I want my blog to help someone out there who maybe feels the way I once did like a [misfit or misunderstood..] you were created to be more, if your not part of the “in group” you weren’t meant to it’s ok.. God set you apart.. Jer. 1:5 If you can relate to my words.. Please know how much you’re Loved by the one who created you! Don’t let others define your worth any longer PLEASE!! “He has created us a new in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago.” Maybe you feel or think you will always remain in that condition I felt the same way, it wasn’t easy it took a longg time..believe me..but with Christ all things are possible. I finally can say. I’m in Love with who I am God has helped me come a longs way, and continues to help me daily to always see my full potential, and most importantly the beauty that is inside who I am. You must forgive and accept who you are. God’s word says that as far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us. My dream is that what I share on my blog will be of value, inspiration & touch the lives of others whether it be by helping a girl feel more beautiful with self-love related topics, or by sharing encouragement to someone who is hurting with the word of God the Holy Spirit is our comforter. Everything I share is done with so much love..If my blog were only to help one person I accomplished one of my dreams. I want you to know that means everything to me! Thank you so much for reading this far about the story behind
God Bless you!. with love Always,